This week ... has got to be the best week I've had in years. I hope I didn't just jinx myself.

I've changed a lot. And I'm damn proud of it. I realized that I shouldn't have to conform to society. FUCK SOCIETY! I remember when I'd throw pity parties for myself "Why me God?". I despise the saying "Bad things happen to good people". See it's not so. Good people feel as if the world should revolve around them. As if, they've donated their time/money so life is set, nothing can do wrong. No! Life cannot be fixed with good deeds. If that was the case, this world would be going crazy. And what is good to another isn't to some. I mean, I do A LOT to charity/extra curricular work for no reason. So I'm speaking to myself as well. Does this even make sense? I hope so.

I love to write how I speak, so in the middle of a sentence I'll start asking myself question. Ha ha, I'm so funny. Ah. . .

When I have something to say. I say it. Sometimes it doesn't work out in my favor. I grow. I learn. Eh. . . But yes, this time it worked out in my favor. I guess I learned not to bother to those who have no importance in my life. My next relationship will be different. I stressed all the bullet points on keeping a relationship strong in my past, that I never really lived for myself and my partner. Just off of those so called "right things" to do. You don't have to call me every night. You don't have to buy me shit. None of that, I can call myself, I can buy things for myself. Shittt. Just appreciate me, cause I'll appreciate you. Yes, yes, yes.

I love speaking about relationships it's fun. But yeah, I don't know where I'm going with this. I'm just a mellow person.

I don't have no purpose for this blog. I just want to write about my everyday days. Lol. Deal with it.

signing out.